Introducing Mimi

It is not quite my birthday but i treated myself to a puppy this week, we went to pick one on friday, as soon as we walked in we saw 6 puppies, 2 were just over 9 weeks and 4 we around 16 weeks, i just fell in love with the little 9 week old girl, she was so small and all the onlder ones were jumping over her all excited i just had to save her. Her name is Mimi and she is a pedigree king charles spaniel.

 

Sorry for the overload in pictures but i just couldnt help myself she is so cute, apart from the pooping almost everytime i sit down to eat, and the part where my brother and dad will sit there and keep saying she is supposed to be doing her bussiness on the paper but not putting her on the paper even if i am cleaning up the last load. I think my dad is trying to see if i am going to crack, the only thing i am going to crack about is that they are annoying me, telling her that she is bad but not doing anything about it, she is just going to be confussed. Anyway i am hoping she can have her last injections on friday that way she can start going outside and that will hopefully get her used to going outside after a dinner then be worn out for when she goes to bed she wont want to sleep on the bed but in her own bed. Last night she had a little bit of loose poops that i made her a big box to sleep in but from about half 10 till quater past 1 she was asleep but then she woke up and noticed i wasnt right nest to her so i had to take her out of the box but into her bed where i left her till about 7 this morning when she woke me up by crying so i put her on the bed and she went back to sleep. I think i might try putting a hot water bottle on her bed see if she prefers that. 

Old wives tales

Today i thought i would just go through a whole load of old wives tales just to see how strange or realistic they can be.

• Boxers vs briefs.  One old wives tales is that men should wear boxers and not briefs due to it aiding circulation to the reproductive organs and preventing over heating, increasing sperm production. This had been dismissed as a myth by professionals.
• Tips on how to conceived a boy-  Allow your husband to seduce you into sex first. - Be a worry wart. - Husband to drink plenty of soda. - Eat red meat and salty snacks. - Have sex at night on odd days on the month. - Have sex standing up. - Have sex when there is a quarter moon. - Have sex lay on your stomach with your husband on your back. - Sleep on the left side of your husband. - Make sure your husband climaxes first. - Point you head north during sex. - Stay on your back after sex. - Warm his testicles before sex.
• Tips on how to conceive a girl- Both should eat fish and vegetables. - Eat chocolate. - Have sex in the afternoon on a full moon. - Have sex with the man on top. - Seduce your husband. - Stay calm and cool. - Climax first and think pink.
• Try to orgasm at the same time as your partner.
• Have sex under a tree on a full moon.
• Taking baby aspirin everyday to become pregnant.
• Keep a statue of a pregnant lady around the bed.
• Wear a pearl.
• Don't eat cold food.
• Drink raspberry tea.
• If you dream of having a baby you can get pregnant that month.
• Eat more fish.
• Don't carry something heavy, this can break your uterus and never work.
• Drink grapefruit juice, it is supposed to thin cervical mucus.
• Sit on a chair after a pregnant lady.
• Buy a pair of elephants with their trunks down.
• Sleep on blue sheets.

Some of these are a tad bit on the ridiculous side like, having a dream about having a baby, i dream about having a baby at least once a week and that one hasn't worked yet. then there is sitting on the same chair as a pregnant lady, done that, never worked. Wearing boxers, well the MR only wears boxers. If there is any more that i haven't thought of just let me know.......

Sample.....Sent.....

Well today we did the sample and took it to the hospital, (i say we i mean the MR did the sample and we took it lol.) we made sure we got the name of the lady we handed the sample to but when we explained that the last one wasn't dealt with she was really nice and said she would take it straight to the back and get it tested right away, that made me feel a little bit better.

I did have a breakdown this week, i got the date for my next appointment and even though they said they would see me in a month the appointment isn't until 14th October, which is 2 months, i just got so irritated, so the MR decided we should go to the cinema to see cats and dogs 2 so we went on Wednesday morning as it was orange Wednesdays, and i couldn't control myself, the cinema was full and we were the only people who didn't have kids, i had to try so hard to stop myself from crying, on the way back all we saw were these girls who obviously have never had a job and have all these kids with different men and no current dads and it just made me feel like crap, i managed to control myself until i got to work then i just couldn't hold it in anymore, i just had to cry, i ended up telling people i had a migraine so that i didn't have to explain myself, it wasn't until i was told a joke that i finally felt a little better. i felt so bad because i think i was not being the very nice to the MR.

Is so unfair.

Its so not fair, for the past 3 and a half years i have been working my but off to sort out my fertility and more than 3 months ago the doctors decided they were going to test the MRs sperm, so we take the sample to the hospital hand it to a hospital worker like we were told to do, so when we go to the next appointment and were told that the results would have gone to the MRs GP so we tried to track them down with no luck, well my appointment was today, last week i rang up saying that the GP couldn't find the results so we would need to re do them, at the appointment today i was told they got in contact with the lab and there was not any record of it being tested!!!! i cant believe these people who are paid to work couldn't even put a little bit of sample under a microscope and test it, i was so upset by hearing this, but then the doctor said until we get the results we cant carry on with any more treatment, this means at least another unmedicated cycle or more all because of someones incompetency. then to make it a little bit worse the doctor showed me my results from the day 21 progesterone tests and every other time i had them done it was between 0.2 and 1.3 but this time it was at 8.8 which it has never been so it shows that the clomid was working, not enough but with a higher dosage it would, but no we are not allowed. so the doctor and the nurse who was in the room were so sorry but it wasn't their fault, so we have to take another test which should be Monday then take it to the hospital where i am going to explain that the last time it wasn't checked and i would like the name of the person i was handing it too and then they would be the ones responsible for getting it tested, if there are no tests done on it again i will look into a serious complaint as this is out of order, i pay my national insurance and expect to have the tests and treatment that i deserve, not for some dole dossing, dirty little tramp who wants more kids to get more benefits because they cant afford their new TV from brighthouse, no me who has only been out of work 9 months in total since leaving college and i think i have paid plenty into getting what i want. if i get more problems i will look into private insurance that way i will be paying more so i should get what i want when i want it and the tests should be done when they are paid for not wen they can be bothered, as the woman who i gave the sample to the last time obviously had something WAY more important that she couldn't walk into the back and pass the sample onto the lab technician, because their lives are a hell of a lot more important than mine, and these people are probably the ones who decide that they want to abort babies because it is an inconvenience to them. well all of this got way to much for me and i actually had a breakdown in the bus stop after the appointment, i mean full on tears and people in passing cars noticing, but i really couldn't help it, i had been so positive lately that my treatment would be going well and would be getting more pills and maybe even getting to the point where i could announce i was at least 3 months pregnant at Christmas or soon after but i really don't think that will happen anymore.

one more day

Well this week i have been worried that AF will come to early and then i will have to wait another month before i can take any more clomid, that is if the doctor decides i can have some more, which i don't see why he shouldn't. i was hoping AF would hold out until at least today that way when i went for my appointment tomorrow i would be in time to take them from day 2 like last time, but AF hast turned up yet, i did take a test a few days ago and it was negative, i wasn't expecting it to be positive as that was an unmedicated cycle so i wasn't expecting anything but normally i would have had some cramping this week but i haven't yet, i did have a tiny bit of cramping about 2 weeks ago but it was only about an hour or so then disappeared. i am not sure when it will turn up but on an unmedicated cycle it can be anything from 26 to 33 days so i could still have another about 3 or 4 days before i hit 33 days so i just have to wait.

Smiley wednesdays again

Well its that time of the week again for my new smiley wednesdays.

This one i found last thurday when i was 'robotting' at work. (robotting is where i do the same thing over and over again that i end up in a trance) so i have to look around and i find faced in everything, this one was 2 little melted bits of plastic on the wooden platform and a random bit of trimming in a sad face, imagine the looks i would get if other workers saw me taking pictures of random things lol.

This was also taken on thursday about 5 minutes before the end of shift and i saw these rips in the cardboard that i thought looked a little like nicolas cage in world trade centre doing a little wink.

This was what i found on monday, again at work, all shift i saw these 2 boxes and they looked like they were looking a little bit sad, probably because it had to look at me for e 5 and half hours, lol.

Yesterday my mom was doing something and i saw this monkey/puppy/lion looking thing on her bra, lol. so i just had to take a picture, i couldnt help myself.

Last night before i finished work again i saw this cool looking face on the floor with sunglasses on.

Some times i wonder if it just me that sees these things but as long as i can its all good.

less than a week to go

I have less than a week before i have my next appointment to see if the clomid worked and to see if they are going to give me some more, but the only thing is if they do give me more clomid i have to take them day 2 of my cycle but i have a feeling AF is on her way, it is highly unlikely that i am pregnant this month as it was unmedicated so i am waiting for AF just not quite yet the soonest she should come is on Wednesday that way at my appointment if they give me the prescription then i can take them from that day but if it comes any sooner then i have to wait another month now that would irritate me. here hoping i am just thinking that AF is coming when its not.